dissapointed...=(

Really Sooo sad my idol come to singapore this saturday 24th okt, just 2 day..and maybe it's really my opportunities to meet him...dunno when i can get another opportunities to meet again.. but it can't coz i already go there 30day before..hix and i must catch my dream on march..im going abroad again. This for the first time i make a journey with my abbility...no mommy money again. soooooo Awesome then, coz i can choose wherever place i want to go. honestly it's reslly difficult to pass the day before, i can't spent my money like usual...i saiD "HARD LIFE" And it will start for next month.....oooooo man,can i pass it away?dont know..but i wish i can. coz we never know until we passed it away from my life.

back to my story then..how come i get this situations,,, maybe if i not buy a ticket for march now, so i can go there this week,,, i really no have ability for this moment to get my biggest dream, maybe i never meet him again forever...

it's really difficult to accept this time, everyday i checked the aeroplane schedule..to get a cheap price for ticket....but i get nothing..am i must to take all my ability to get it or i give up and wait for another opportunities?? maybe i'll take the option number 2..coz i dont have any way to reach this biggest dream....

u know it's so crazy if i do it,,,, i need plus minus 1 million rupiah for go there..for meet him just for a second..what the sacrifice?? huaaaaaaaaaaaaa really hate this situations crazzzzzy!!!!!!


that's way i must be a hard worker,, to make anything become a money..coz the saddest person if u don't have ability to do whatever u like..do whatever u thing.. and a saddest person is if u never know how u spent all your money, just keep it in your pocket, then wish if i have someday..i can make it for my self..coz it same with reach the wind...just empty place. coz in this world mothing is forever..u just have 1 opportunities..just have 2 way too..get it or leave it. never regret about anything u take for your life...coz someday in somewhere..it always have another way even u can turn back the time,, always have another big opportunities,,even if u can get this one..i try to love my life, my job, all my friends then all the things happen, even the worst..coz i can get a new lesson in my life...

pray for mee ok frenz, hopefully i can get my another change,,and i can meet him!!! dont want to tell u who is my idol cozz i really shy to do it hahahahaha.. see u and thanx to read my story...

XOXO

LORA

NB: 한 번 확신 만날 왜냐하면 난 당신을 ... 리 분 호

FRIENDSHIP...

Time will goes by... ga smua yang kt pengen, bisa kejadian persis seperti yg kita pikirin
bisa juga melenceng, ke arah yang lebih bagus atau pun jauh dari kenyataan..
sama kaya friendship,, banyak banget hal yang mesti dilewatin, untuk akhirnya bisa disebut "sahabatan" friends come and go to our life, but to found someone who will understand u, and always care about your life, sometimes it not easier.. like your wish it happen to your life ;0)

It's really easy to creat an enemy for your life, than found precious friends.."

i really love my bestie,, no need to know who,, someone i can share my whole part of life,, laughing something eventhough it's not funny, but with her it can be a funniest joke for today.. but time goes by,, everybody change.. so sad to acept it....to acept that maybe her not trust u, like u trust her,,, stay introvert to her life,, and sometimes shy to share for mee...

maybe it more easier to mee, if i can broke up our relationship, but when i see our picture,, when i see she always be there for mee, she never leave mee alone in my saddest day ever, can i do that for her, although maybe she make big mistake in our friendship..i dunno, really dunno what decision i can make for the future..i hope it will the best way for us...

i want to trust that sometimes friendship is like a star,, u never see it everyday in your whole life, but u always know, that it always be there for u...." but can i???

It's really hard to be grateful with my life

Oow..oow deep word, and it has so many meaning in life... later i feel sooo boring and nothing to do in my world,, menjalani hari yang serasa selalu sama setiap hari.
flatttt!!! jarang ada sesuatu yg berarti terjadi didalam hari2 saya belakangan..maksud saya hal2 baik nan indaaaaaaah...

Huaaa padahal baru aja selesai liburan gini, kow berasanya males bener yagh, bosen sama kerjaan, bosen sama my routinity, my friends my family and everything d pokokny,,, mereka dan keadaan sebenernya engga kenapa2 sie, cuma mungkin saya yang sedang sangat bad mooooood mode "ON" gimana ya supaya bisa belajar sedikit aja menghargai apa yang ada didalam hidup saya,, melihat segala sesuatu berdasar dari kacamata orang lain dalam memandang hidup saya

saya memang tidak memiliki banyak uang....namun saya bisa membeli semua yg saya mau...my wish is my comand toooooooooo

saya memang bukan siapa2 tapi sy memiliki banyak orang berarti didalam hidup saya, yang selalu berada disamping saya ketika saya mengalami hari2 terburuk

saya bukan seorang manusia bergaji besaaaaaar dan mendapat bayaran yang pantas atas segala pekerjaan yang sy lakukan,,tapi saya memiliki banyak anak2 kecil yang memperhatikan dan mencintai saya dalam keadaan terburuk sekalipun

seandainya, saya mempunyai segalany..seandainya saya punya uang yg sangaaaaaaaaat banyak,, jadi bisa pergi travelling around the world sesuka hati,, tidak perlu bosan memikirkan hari esok dimana saya akan bekerja lagi huaaaaaaaaaaaa... hidup saya memang tidak lah sempurna, namun saya memiliki banyak orang sempurna disekeliling saya....but why, it's still difficult to be grateful with everything i have in this world???

hopefully someday i will realize that i have so many luckily life than other people,, and i can to appreciate every time i spent with everybody in my life...

XOXO
LMH

prince charming in my life... i WISH!!!

Lee Min Ho



Jerry Yan



Lee Min Ho



Jerry Yan


wuuuuuuu,,,have a similiar look,, but firstly i really adore Jerry yan of course, for him for the first time i want to watching asian movies,, sampe berbulan2 syndromny ga ilang2 d si tau ming tse di METEOR GARDEN,,, sampe kul juga kayanya ga ada yg bs ngalahin film it, karena cuma film it yg perna saya nonton,,,, eeeeeggggh siapa sangka ada film baru mirip2 tapi versi lebi keren, super sakiiit saya nonton sampei termehek2 terharu romantissssssss abis,,, luckily tgl 22 sept 09 kemaren, saya dateng ke The venetian macau, an nginep sehari juga disana...so puas2in d making picture hahahahahahaha...dapet dvd soundtrack Boys Before Flower (staring:Lee min Ho) juga bukan perkara mudah,, sebenernya di indo ada cd nya, sama persis cuma mahal huh,, kalo soal urusan idola maunya semua original hihihi masa iya cd nya Rp.235.000 males bener yagh,,,, saya cari2 dapet di Hongkong, ga sengaja ketemu dijalan cuma 99hk alias 100rb an lebih,,cuma dapetny part 2 doan, huaaaalaaaah part 1 ny gimana donk, dicari2 akiiirrrrrrrnya dapet juga di singapore tepatnya di paragon..senengnya dapet part 1, it tinggal 1ny lagi huhu hoki abis, cuma sebel nieeeeeee, yg f4 special edition belom dapet, sama mau bikin kalung bbf masi in progress,,,doakan yah temaaaaaaaaaannn....smoga sy bisa dapet f4 special edition soundtrack,, sama white gold bbf pendant saya cepet2 jadi okeeee!!!!

fyi,saya lagi mau nonton starlite-jerry yan,, sy ga tau si bagus apa enggak, tapi tadi liat di tv si agak keluar tears dikit,, cuma kalo di INDO sebelnya kenapa semua film seri asing di dubbing, bikin males,,,besok ni uda dapet dvd ny asik asik asik hihihi


nb: 난, 리 분 호 널 사랑해. 당신은 내가 본 가장 잘 생긴 사람이있습니다

snapshot my holiday trip 09

Mee.. The Venetian-MACAU and Boys Before Flower memory

Macau is the beatiful city i've ever seen... love that environment, love that memory,, and im really feels so be grateful coz i already pass by that moment.... the venetian is the most beautifuuuuuuuuul place in asian..u must to try that hotel, if u have a special time with someone you love.. for example your family or someone you loved...
Boys before flower is my favorite movies for this year, an GU JUN PYO (LEE MIN HO) is the coolest guy i ever seen in this world.. im so happy coz when i watched that movies, that director choosed the venetian for sad moments in that movies,,, and i can see for real the venetian is,, photo session all the time, and spent money for shooping many things a.k.a cosmetics,, huaaaaa hopefully someday in my life, i can go there again,,with the someone i loved so much,,,, and friends, let see my collection pic in MACAU...

MY IDUL FITRI HOLIDAY (THE VENETIAN-MACAU)

can't wait sampei hari minggu d rasanya..hari mee with my family,, jalan2 buat libur lebaran ini hehe kayanya ga kebayang banget d, bisa juga ke Macau the most beautifuuuul place in Asia.. hmmmmm apalagi baru2 ini sy juga lagi keranjingan nonton dvd Boys Before Flower..yang kasi liat the beautiful Macau in their episode,, super baguussss d, secara saya memang belom pernah kesana..mungkin telat si buat orang lain hehehe tapi seneng banget!!!!

• perjalanan saya akan dimulai tanggal 20 ini, dimulai denga ke Hongkong selama 2 hari,, saya menginap di causewaybay..dunno dimana, tapi yang pasti deket banget sama sim sat sui.tempat shoooooping seru di Hk..besoknya saya akan mengunjungi Disneyland yipppppppiiii,, tp masi bingung banget ni, mendingan saya shopping ato main2 di disney yah?!?!? tapi kalau ga main sayang banget uda jauh2 kesana hmhn let seeee..disini ada kemungkinan saya bakalan ketemu sama my dear friendssssss yuliani, semoga aja yagh nisa ketemu and shopping bareng hehehe

• kemudian malam hari nya menuju Macau,, hmmmmmm nginep di The venetian yg supeeeeeerrrrrrr bagus itu, super Norak-mode on,, secara yah saya beneran nge-fans sama jun pyo hahahahahaha and saya ud liat spot3 dia sama geum jan di..buat temen2 yg ga ngerti bahasa saya,, nonton dulu yagh Boys Before Flower..dijamiiin bakal jadi addicted hihihihi..semoga apa yg saya bayangin tentang tempat itu lebih bagus dari pada bayangan saya...

• then go to shenzen: it's shopppppppiiiiiiiiiingggggg time babe!!! puas2in d belanja disana, kan ga tau kapan bakalan bisa balik kesana lagi,, tapi soo sad, karena itu artinya perjalanan saya akan menuju akhir hix2 karena 2 hari kemudian saya akan pulang kejakarta sesudah transit ke singapore terlebih dahulu
  

• Singapore here i cooooomeee!!! makan LERK THAI (my favorite thailand restoo,, kudu, wajiiiib!!! specuiality..pla nam thok kaya semacem ikan goreng tepung pake bumbu jeruk,,,,,,,,, maknyuuuuuss!!!) mau ke clarke quey, wisma atria huaaaaaaaaa so many things i must buy deh kayanya..certainly charles and keith, kan murah banget disana..puas2in yagh..and the most of my wish is, beli cd2 impor hahaha..uda ada beberapa list ni..especially jay chow (padahal uda telat setahun ni cd belom dibeli2 hahahaha) and soundtrack bbf sama f4 special edition..mau mati banget d abg abis,, padahal uda mulai menua ni hix3....

Thanx so much God for the most beautiful holiday i ever had..thanx for everything and thank you so much for the best part of my life....i have everything that i ever want in my life...be grateful..i love you mom!! u make my wish came true especially The Venetian-MACAU

hii

hii my all dear friends,, belakangan saya mulai keranjingan lagi main game2 di web,,sebenernya mungkin game lama si, tapi saya baru2 main..maklum saya memang jarang utak atik computer.. ini seru banget loh 2 website yang belakangan sering saya buka,,cobain deh www.looklet.com danwww.polyvore.com....bisa ga berenti2 deh pokonya bikin kreasi baru,, saya punya beberapa si...kalo mau coba buka punya saya bisa diL lorzz di polyvore,, atau Phoebe di looklet,,,seeeee yaaaa friendss meet me in there yah, kali aja bisa tuker2 ide,, buat bikin my new creation hehe if u have a spare time, con't forget to give mee a comment yah!!