dissapointed...=(

Really Sooo sad my idol come to singapore this saturday 24th okt, just 2 day..and maybe it's really my opportunities to meet him...dunno when i can get another opportunities to meet again.. but it can't coz i already go there 30day before..hix and i must catch my dream on march..im going abroad again. This for the first time i make a journey with my abbility...no mommy money again. soooooo Awesome then, coz i can choose wherever place i want to go. honestly it's reslly difficult to pass the day before, i can't spent my money like usual...i saiD "HARD LIFE" And it will start for next month.....oooooo man,can i pass it away?dont know..but i wish i can. coz we never know until we passed it away from my life.

back to my story then..how come i get this situations,,, maybe if i not buy a ticket for march now, so i can go there this week,,, i really no have ability for this moment to get my biggest dream, maybe i never meet him again forever...

it's really difficult to accept this time, everyday i checked the aeroplane schedule..to get a cheap price for ticket....but i get nothing..am i must to take all my ability to get it or i give up and wait for another opportunities?? maybe i'll take the option number 2..coz i dont have any way to reach this biggest dream....

u know it's so crazy if i do it,,,, i need plus minus 1 million rupiah for go there..for meet him just for a second..what the sacrifice?? huaaaaaaaaaaaaa really hate this situations crazzzzzy!!!!!!


that's way i must be a hard worker,, to make anything become a money..coz the saddest person if u don't have ability to do whatever u like..do whatever u thing.. and a saddest person is if u never know how u spent all your money, just keep it in your pocket, then wish if i have someday..i can make it for my self..coz it same with reach the wind...just empty place. coz in this world mothing is forever..u just have 1 opportunities..just have 2 way too..get it or leave it. never regret about anything u take for your life...coz someday in somewhere..it always have another way even u can turn back the time,, always have another big opportunities,,even if u can get this one..i try to love my life, my job, all my friends then all the things happen, even the worst..coz i can get a new lesson in my life...

pray for mee ok frenz, hopefully i can get my another change,,and i can meet him!!! dont want to tell u who is my idol cozz i really shy to do it hahahahaha.. see u and thanx to read my story...

XOXO

LORA

NB: 한 번 확신 만날 왜냐하면 난 당신을 ... 리 분 호

FRIENDSHIP...

Time will goes by... ga smua yang kt pengen, bisa kejadian persis seperti yg kita pikirin
bisa juga melenceng, ke arah yang lebih bagus atau pun jauh dari kenyataan..
sama kaya friendship,, banyak banget hal yang mesti dilewatin, untuk akhirnya bisa disebut "sahabatan" friends come and go to our life, but to found someone who will understand u, and always care about your life, sometimes it not easier.. like your wish it happen to your life ;0)

It's really easy to creat an enemy for your life, than found precious friends.."

i really love my bestie,, no need to know who,, someone i can share my whole part of life,, laughing something eventhough it's not funny, but with her it can be a funniest joke for today.. but time goes by,, everybody change.. so sad to acept it....to acept that maybe her not trust u, like u trust her,,, stay introvert to her life,, and sometimes shy to share for mee...

maybe it more easier to mee, if i can broke up our relationship, but when i see our picture,, when i see she always be there for mee, she never leave mee alone in my saddest day ever, can i do that for her, although maybe she make big mistake in our friendship..i dunno, really dunno what decision i can make for the future..i hope it will the best way for us...

i want to trust that sometimes friendship is like a star,, u never see it everyday in your whole life, but u always know, that it always be there for u...." but can i???

It's really hard to be grateful with my life

Oow..oow deep word, and it has so many meaning in life... later i feel sooo boring and nothing to do in my world,, menjalani hari yang serasa selalu sama setiap hari.
flatttt!!! jarang ada sesuatu yg berarti terjadi didalam hari2 saya belakangan..maksud saya hal2 baik nan indaaaaaaah...

Huaaa padahal baru aja selesai liburan gini, kow berasanya males bener yagh, bosen sama kerjaan, bosen sama my routinity, my friends my family and everything d pokokny,,, mereka dan keadaan sebenernya engga kenapa2 sie, cuma mungkin saya yang sedang sangat bad mooooood mode "ON" gimana ya supaya bisa belajar sedikit aja menghargai apa yang ada didalam hidup saya,, melihat segala sesuatu berdasar dari kacamata orang lain dalam memandang hidup saya

saya memang tidak memiliki banyak uang....namun saya bisa membeli semua yg saya mau...my wish is my comand toooooooooo

saya memang bukan siapa2 tapi sy memiliki banyak orang berarti didalam hidup saya, yang selalu berada disamping saya ketika saya mengalami hari2 terburuk

saya bukan seorang manusia bergaji besaaaaaar dan mendapat bayaran yang pantas atas segala pekerjaan yang sy lakukan,,tapi saya memiliki banyak anak2 kecil yang memperhatikan dan mencintai saya dalam keadaan terburuk sekalipun

seandainya, saya mempunyai segalany..seandainya saya punya uang yg sangaaaaaaaaat banyak,, jadi bisa pergi travelling around the world sesuka hati,, tidak perlu bosan memikirkan hari esok dimana saya akan bekerja lagi huaaaaaaaaaaaa... hidup saya memang tidak lah sempurna, namun saya memiliki banyak orang sempurna disekeliling saya....but why, it's still difficult to be grateful with everything i have in this world???

hopefully someday i will realize that i have so many luckily life than other people,, and i can to appreciate every time i spent with everybody in my life...

XOXO
LMH

prince charming in my life... i WISH!!!

Lee Min Ho



Jerry Yan



Lee Min Ho



Jerry Yan


wuuuuuuu,,,have a similiar look,, but firstly i really adore Jerry yan of course, for him for the first time i want to watching asian movies,, sampe berbulan2 syndromny ga ilang2 d si tau ming tse di METEOR GARDEN,,, sampe kul juga kayanya ga ada yg bs ngalahin film it, karena cuma film it yg perna saya nonton,,,, eeeeeggggh siapa sangka ada film baru mirip2 tapi versi lebi keren, super sakiiit saya nonton sampei termehek2 terharu romantissssssss abis,,, luckily tgl 22 sept 09 kemaren, saya dateng ke The venetian macau, an nginep sehari juga disana...so puas2in d making picture hahahahahahaha...dapet dvd soundtrack Boys Before Flower (staring:Lee min Ho) juga bukan perkara mudah,, sebenernya di indo ada cd nya, sama persis cuma mahal huh,, kalo soal urusan idola maunya semua original hihihi masa iya cd nya Rp.235.000 males bener yagh,,,, saya cari2 dapet di Hongkong, ga sengaja ketemu dijalan cuma 99hk alias 100rb an lebih,,cuma dapetny part 2 doan, huaaaalaaaah part 1 ny gimana donk, dicari2 akiiirrrrrrrnya dapet juga di singapore tepatnya di paragon..senengnya dapet part 1, it tinggal 1ny lagi huhu hoki abis, cuma sebel nieeeeeee, yg f4 special edition belom dapet, sama mau bikin kalung bbf masi in progress,,,doakan yah temaaaaaaaaaannn....smoga sy bisa dapet f4 special edition soundtrack,, sama white gold bbf pendant saya cepet2 jadi okeeee!!!!

fyi,saya lagi mau nonton starlite-jerry yan,, sy ga tau si bagus apa enggak, tapi tadi liat di tv si agak keluar tears dikit,, cuma kalo di INDO sebelnya kenapa semua film seri asing di dubbing, bikin males,,,besok ni uda dapet dvd ny asik asik asik hihihi


nb: 난, 리 분 호 널 사랑해. 당신은 내가 본 가장 잘 생긴 사람이있습니다

snapshot my holiday trip 09

Mee.. The Venetian-MACAU and Boys Before Flower memory

Macau is the beatiful city i've ever seen... love that environment, love that memory,, and im really feels so be grateful coz i already pass by that moment.... the venetian is the most beautifuuuuuuuuul place in asian..u must to try that hotel, if u have a special time with someone you love.. for example your family or someone you loved...
Boys before flower is my favorite movies for this year, an GU JUN PYO (LEE MIN HO) is the coolest guy i ever seen in this world.. im so happy coz when i watched that movies, that director choosed the venetian for sad moments in that movies,,, and i can see for real the venetian is,, photo session all the time, and spent money for shooping many things a.k.a cosmetics,, huaaaaa hopefully someday in my life, i can go there again,,with the someone i loved so much,,,, and friends, let see my collection pic in MACAU...

MY IDUL FITRI HOLIDAY (THE VENETIAN-MACAU)

can't wait sampei hari minggu d rasanya..hari mee with my family,, jalan2 buat libur lebaran ini hehe kayanya ga kebayang banget d, bisa juga ke Macau the most beautifuuuul place in Asia.. hmmmmm apalagi baru2 ini sy juga lagi keranjingan nonton dvd Boys Before Flower..yang kasi liat the beautiful Macau in their episode,, super baguussss d, secara saya memang belom pernah kesana..mungkin telat si buat orang lain hehehe tapi seneng banget!!!!

• perjalanan saya akan dimulai tanggal 20 ini, dimulai denga ke Hongkong selama 2 hari,, saya menginap di causewaybay..dunno dimana, tapi yang pasti deket banget sama sim sat sui.tempat shoooooping seru di Hk..besoknya saya akan mengunjungi Disneyland yipppppppiiii,, tp masi bingung banget ni, mendingan saya shopping ato main2 di disney yah?!?!? tapi kalau ga main sayang banget uda jauh2 kesana hmhn let seeee..disini ada kemungkinan saya bakalan ketemu sama my dear friendssssss yuliani, semoga aja yagh nisa ketemu and shopping bareng hehehe

• kemudian malam hari nya menuju Macau,, hmmmmmm nginep di The venetian yg supeeeeeerrrrrrr bagus itu, super Norak-mode on,, secara yah saya beneran nge-fans sama jun pyo hahahahahaha and saya ud liat spot3 dia sama geum jan di..buat temen2 yg ga ngerti bahasa saya,, nonton dulu yagh Boys Before Flower..dijamiiin bakal jadi addicted hihihihi..semoga apa yg saya bayangin tentang tempat itu lebih bagus dari pada bayangan saya...

• then go to shenzen: it's shopppppppiiiiiiiiiingggggg time babe!!! puas2in d belanja disana, kan ga tau kapan bakalan bisa balik kesana lagi,, tapi soo sad, karena itu artinya perjalanan saya akan menuju akhir hix2 karena 2 hari kemudian saya akan pulang kejakarta sesudah transit ke singapore terlebih dahulu
  

• Singapore here i cooooomeee!!! makan LERK THAI (my favorite thailand restoo,, kudu, wajiiiib!!! specuiality..pla nam thok kaya semacem ikan goreng tepung pake bumbu jeruk,,,,,,,,, maknyuuuuuss!!!) mau ke clarke quey, wisma atria huaaaaaaaaa so many things i must buy deh kayanya..certainly charles and keith, kan murah banget disana..puas2in yagh..and the most of my wish is, beli cd2 impor hahaha..uda ada beberapa list ni..especially jay chow (padahal uda telat setahun ni cd belom dibeli2 hahahaha) and soundtrack bbf sama f4 special edition..mau mati banget d abg abis,, padahal uda mulai menua ni hix3....

Thanx so much God for the most beautiful holiday i ever had..thanx for everything and thank you so much for the best part of my life....i have everything that i ever want in my life...be grateful..i love you mom!! u make my wish came true especially The Venetian-MACAU

hii

hii my all dear friends,, belakangan saya mulai keranjingan lagi main game2 di web,,sebenernya mungkin game lama si, tapi saya baru2 main..maklum saya memang jarang utak atik computer.. ini seru banget loh 2 website yang belakangan sering saya buka,,cobain deh www.looklet.com danwww.polyvore.com....bisa ga berenti2 deh pokonya bikin kreasi baru,, saya punya beberapa si...kalo mau coba buka punya saya bisa diL lorzz di polyvore,, atau Phoebe di looklet,,,seeeee yaaaa friendss meet me in there yah, kali aja bisa tuker2 ide,, buat bikin my new creation hehe if u have a spare time, con't forget to give mee a comment yah!!

....

I keep smelling the fragrance of promise
I guess the wind that swept by you is passing by my side right now
maybe it's a sunshine in my heart that shines on only you
It even embraces the painful scars.

Love you
bringing you up, I close my eyes tight once again
I love you, if I can fill up both your eyes
I love you, if I show you my laughter
I'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
I love you, if I can convey this heart to you
I love you, if you teach that heart
I'll become like it in every way
love you, love you, love you, forever.

I'm walking, following you, hiding behind the moonlight
what do I do if you don't notice
should I make another request to the clouds to rain again
so I can hold your wet heart

love you
bringing you up, I close my eyes tight once again
I love you, if I can fill up both your eyes
I love you, if I show you my laughter
I'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
I love you, if I can convey this heart to you
I love you, if you teach that heart
I'll become like it in every way
love you, love you, love you, forever

reality story

"Sometimes a happiness doesn'T meant the best way in our life, but the best decison in live, eventhough firstly, it can be a hardly things happen in our day, someday it can be the greatness decision in my future." coz it always have an alternative way, even sometimes i choose a wrong way..no way back of course, but whatever the way we choose,, it always have a different ending...have a nice girls all..

it"s been a long time

oh gees..finally setelah sekian lama, akhirnya baru posting lagi,, so many things happen in my life later. the sad things and good things..eventhough the worst things happen in my day, what can i do?? nothing gonna change.. but i can do 1 things,, let it go then enjoy the show......
*** HUAaa uda mulai ngajar, i got my own class..with my dear "DARRELL NATHAN ANG" inside the group,soo i can spend our best time together, fyi (it's his last year in my school huhuhu)
** ud mulai dagang2 haha serunya jadi pedagang bisa untung terus, sedikit-sedikit lama2 jadi banyak juga untungny hahahahhaa
**hmmm mendapat a lot of new circle of friends..senangnya!!
but..but..but the best things in my world is DARRELL,,yes he's just a little boy,, but don't know why huhu i really happy beside him...hadu apalagi yah,, bingung nie uda lama banget tidak memosting.."empty words"..

blackberry mode on

Heii.. Sejak pk blacberry,, bikin blog jd lebih gampang, firstly I think, that it can be a difficult thing, but omg now I can blogger in everywhere hehe but the minus one is, i can't posting from my bb huh, but it's ok.. go posting!! See u in my next story kei, it's just my trial..
And then be bold.. Be blackberry hehehe

miss my job

semenjak sakit chickenpox yg beluum sembuh2 (tapi besok ke dokter lagi) hehe rutinitas hidup mendadak berubah,,
++bangun jam sebelas siang,
++nonton infotainment..
++makan semangkok bubur putih plus abon,
++leha2 sebentar sambil menyiapkan air mandi (dipakein obat warna pink gitu, entahlah buat apa)
++and then baca novel sejenak..
++dilanjutkan bobo siang..
++sore harinya biasa jadi baca2 koran tentang koalisi partai, namun tetap saja partai yang akan saya pilih ya itu-itu saja..alias SBY gitu looooh!!
++main nitendo ds..plus mendengarkan ipod
++nonton celestial movie di tv kabel (bisa seharian dirumah ni, filmnya dari siang non stop bagus2 loh..cuma yagh gitu chinese semua)
++facebook-aaan yang hampir bisa dibilang sudah beruba menjelma menjadi rutinitas harian.
ternyata tidak bekerja itu enak, bisa ngapain aja semau nya..dalam hal ini asalkan uang jajan masih jalan sebagaimana seharusnya..semua terlihat menyenangkan kecuali " saya merasa terpenjara didalam rumah karena sakit ini.." sebenarnya tidaklah membosankan berada dirumah dengan segala fasilitas yang ada..namun,, kalo saja saya bisa memilih, saya pasti pengeeeeen sekali kembali kerja hix2 bangun setiap pagi dengan harapan, akan dikelas mana kah saya hari ini, kira2 saya bisa bertemu darrel,rachkel,meghan,nathan,vanja,tania....menyenangkan banget kalo bisa ditempatkan dikelas mereka, hari pun tanpa terasa berjalan cepat meninggalkan pagi..tak terasa teeeeeeeeng, waktunya pulang dan menghabiskan istirahat bersama dora, christine dan vennt, berceloteh, bercerita mengenai hari yang sudah dilewati...mhmhm semoga saya cepetttt sembuh yah, jadi bisa bertemu dengan rutinitas yang belum membosankan ini hehe dan semoga saya bisa membantu graduation di cranberry class huuuuu..love my job so much!!

chickenpox...beteeeeeeee!!!

i really have a sucks timeeeee with the chickenpox viruses!!!! biasanya chickenpox a.k.a cacar air ini,, cuma buat anak2 kecil2 huhu cuma berhubung sayah memang belum pernah kena sebelumnya sooooooo..tertular lah dari murid2 appletree hahaha gateeeel banget, sangat sangat tidak menyenangkan terkena penyakit ini, soalnya menular gitu, terus tidak boleh keluar rumah...dan banyak bintik2 berisi air disekujur badan uugggghhhh!! tapi untuk kasus saya tidak terlalu banyak untungnya, tapi rasanya uda ga kuattttt banget d,,semoga cepet sembuh yaaaah, jadi saya bisa bantu2 sekolah prepare our graduation and then ketemu sama anak2 yg lucu2 hehehehe

angel of my heart

OMG..i just can say 1 word,, i really love this child, his name is darrel nathan ang..actually at the first met, im not notice who is he,, just came and go, then after i met 2 times again...hmhm oooowwww i can't stop to like him so much hahahaha but im not pedofilia, for your information. i just never have a connection so long with the children..someday he makes mee want to go in his class,just for teaching an saw him everyday in my day,, he really the cutest boy i ever met haha not just a cute, he smart,but a little bis sensitive, i don't belive the another teacher said to mee, that before this 4 terms..he's cryiiiiing everyday, want to go home hehehe but he always be a mr perfect in my class haha..but maybe im really so sad,coz after this june, maybe i can't see him again, maybe i just can pray, hopefully i can teach him again..but it's ok coz i really have a great time until july..love yuuuu so muccccch!!



oowww..nathan is a naughty boy in the class, but everyday i can smile coz his reacting everyday..naughty..naughty and get some trouble with himself, coz the teacher always angry with him,so every outdoor play he can't play hahahaha becoz he always try to fight for another friends haha


the heartrob haha he's cutest face can make everyone love him, although he didn't a smart boy, until now he not understand what my language in english..so i must speak bahasa sometimes hehehe... firstly i get confused, why he didn't respons my word, but finally coz he don't understand what the teacher meant for him hahahaha but it's ok..

maybe it's right

Semua ada waktunya.... . ; Semua indah pada waktunya.....

TUHAN tak akan terlambat... .. ; Juga tak akan lebih cepat......

TUHAN TAHU
Beberapa Hal Yang Dapat Mendorongmu Untuk Tetap Bertahan !

Jika kau merasa lelah dan tak berdaya dari usaha yang sepertinya sia-sia...
Tuhan tahu betapa keras engkau sudah berusaha.

Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih...
Tuhan sudah menghitung airmatamu.

Jika kau pikir bahwa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu serasa
berlalu begitu saja...
Tuhan sedang menunggu bersama denganmu.

Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk menelepon.
Tuhan selalu berada disampingmu.

Ketika kau pikir bahwa kau sudah mencoba segalanya dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa lagi...
Tuhan punya jawabannya.

Ketika segala sesuatu menjadi tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan...
Tuhan dapat menenangkanmu.

Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan...
Tuhan sedang berbisik kepadamu.

Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap syukur..
Tuhan telah memberkatimu.

Ketika sesuatu yang indah terjadi dan kau dipenuhi ketakjuban.. .
Tuhan telah tersenyum padamu.

Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi...
Tuhan sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dengan namamu.
Ingat bahwa dimanapun kau atau kemanapun kau menghadap... TUHAN TAHU

***

prince and princess in life

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pekerjaan yang paling menyenangkan menurut saya adalah, ketika setiap kita bangun pagi,, kita dapat membayangkan kejadian menyenangkan apa yang akan terjadi hari ini, bertemu dengan orang2 yang dapat membuat keadaan terburuk pun menjadi membaik,, dan saya merasa menemukannya di pekerjaan saya sekarang hehe..i don't know how about the future, we'll see..tapi menyenangkan aj melihat anak2 tumbuh bersama kita,, melihat dia untuk pertama kalinya bisa melakukan berbagai hal yang mungkin sepele untuk orang dewasa kebanyakan, dan kejadian2 diluar dugaan kita.. bisa belajar betapa kita tidak mensyukuri atas berbagai hal yang terjadi didalam kehidupan kita..saya selalu terngiang2 setiap hari doa yang diucapkan anak2 polos ini pada pagi hari hingga menjelang pulang...

"Thank you lord for the food we eat Thank you lord for the bird can sing Thank you lord for the sun still shine today and thank you lord for everything"

doa yang sebenernya sangat simple dan terdengar tidak berarti namun setelah saya dengar behari2 mempunyai makna yang lumayan bagus didalam kehidupan kita..dari doa itu saya dapat mendengar,, setidaknya kita masih bisa makan hari ini, matahari tetap terbit, yang berarti kita memiliki hidup yang baru hari ini..ketika kadang kita dihadapkan pada masalah yg terlalu dipikirkan..apa yang akan terjadi bulan depan, masa yang akan datang,,kita terkadang lupa bahwa..the best moment happen in our life start with today.. besok atau lusa mempunyai kesusahannya sendiri, namun berbahagialah kita ketika masih mempunyai harapan untuk melihat hari ini.

"and thank you lord,, u gave mee a chance to know something different in my ritual life,and make mee learning from the kids, and may i see this world, like all of child saw it??..they're always look everything in positive side..and they're always happy with anything we gave for them..they're never loving us, coz we pretty or handsome..but they're know our inner beauty..and look inside our heart..

they're always calling mee " MISS DORA..MISS LOURA.." or anything, tapi at least saya tau sedikit banyak saya memiliki bagian didalam kehidupam mereka,, sehingga akhirnya mereka mengingat saya..kadang little bit terharu juga, ketike mereka menanyakan keberadaan saya,, ketika saya pindah kelas lain..they're already miss mee a lot hahahaha..soo cute

kartini days

hmhm kartini days..pas banget sama fotonya,, ternyata tidak selamanya pakei kebaya itu,, keliatan ibu2 banget..menurut saya kebaya itu unik, karena setiap pemakainya akan terlihat sangat feminim dan anggun..glamour too i guess,, foto ini diambil in my favorite restaurant: BUNGA RAMPAI with Kenny ass a photographer

graduation

Untuk setiap masa pasti ada saatnya
ada saat kita bertemu dengan seseorang yang pada akhirnya memiliki makna penting dalam hidup kita..
bersama2 menjalani hari seakan tidak pernah berkesudahan..
namun ada kalanya kita diharuskan berpisah..
menjalani kehidupan dan tanggung jawab masing-masing
berpisah untuk memilih jalan hidup dan kesusahannya sendiri
but friendzz..
walaupun kita jauh..ga akan sering ketemu seperti sebelumnya..
tapi selamanya they're the best part in my life..
hal yang paling membahagiakan didalam kehidupan saya, ketika saya mempunyai kesempatan bertemu dengan orang2 yang tidak pernah saya kenal sebelumnya,, untuk kemudian menjadi bagian terpenting didalam kehidupan saya..
for all of my friendzz: jesi,ayu,linda, ike, oneng,rini, cory,vani..thanx for everything gbu always and may this friendship like a circle..coz it neverave an ending..